Scanned Images of Some of the 'Letters'

I'll organize all of these eventually. There are 4 slideshows available below.
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These are a bit embarrassing, but they weren't originally intended for anyone to ever see. But they do an excellent job at showing how far gone I was. I had no problem blaming myself and the flaws he pointed out, but I never managed to identify that the problem/ source of all my pain was HIM. 
Context for these writings-available here.